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The
New Ru
Turning 40, getting vulnerable, RePaul Charles goes out
of drag
By Blase DiStefano

RuPaul Charles says, Ive been happy and
Ive been blessed and I am very lucky and I am
really happy. Hell, wouldnt you be if you
had just worked with Stockard Channing, Tammy Faye Bakker,
and Cathy Moriarty, all in different films? The endearing
RuPaul (he uses the Charles for his out-of-drag
roles) talked with OutSmartby phone to keep us
up-to-date on his life as an out and out-of-drag actor.
RuPaul: [In an extremely deep voice]: Blase, how are
you, darling?
OutSmart [Trying to duplicate
his deep voice]: Im fine, how are you?
[Laughs] Where are you at?
Im in Houston.
[With an over-the-top Southern drawl]: In Houston,Texas.
I didnt know you could do a deep voice and a Southern
drawl, but I doknow youre a friggin
busy man.
Oh, blah, blah, blah...
Well, lookThe Truth About
Jane,The Eyes of Tammy Faye,and But
Im a Cheerleaderarent they all
coming out this month?
Yeah. But I did them all like six months agonow
Im sitting around filing my nails.
[Laughs] In The Truth About
Jane,you were wonderful, and youre not in
drag. What about the other two?
Im also out of drag in Cheerleader.I narrate
The Eyes of Tammy Faye,so Im out of view....
But Im in drag as I narrate it.
[Laughs] The original title of
The Truth About Janewas Janes Coming
Out Party,which was probably a much better title.
I read in The Advocatethat Stockard Channing
said, Im told the film is very moving, were
hoping they dont dick around with the title.
Well, I suggested that they call the movie No Dick
for Jane.
[Laughs uproariously] And how
was it working with Stockard Channing?
You know, of all the actresses, I have worked with her
more than any other person. Its so weird. Ive
done four movies with her, but two of them we had no
scenes together. And of course Greaseis my second-favorite
movie of all time, after The Wizard of Oz.Its
interesting, how in your life you make dreams and wishes
and how they manifest. Who knew I would be working with
Rizzo [the character Channing played in Grease]this many years later?
And you got to work with Tammy
Faye Bakker!
Oh, shes fabulous. You know, I am a video archivist.
I have all the campy, fun, incredible videos that have
passed through, for years and years. And this is bound
to be a classic. Its going to be one of those
thats going to be in everyones collection.
I think its going to do really well in theaters,
too. She is a joy and Ive always loved her. I
lived in Atlanta, Georgia, for 12 years, and she was
a huge icon back then. This was before the scandal broke,
but Ive always loved her. Shes basically
the Christian Judy Garland.
[Laughs] Tell me a little bit
about her.
Through that whole processand youll see
this in the filmshe made a metamorphosis and her
faith was unmoved through this incredibly hard period.
She considers herself Christian, but shes not
religious at all. She doesnt align herself with
those people, and that makes sense. I mean through the
course of ones life, you change, you grow. Ive
always believed in God and always knew that I was a
child of Gods love, but I never had a problem
doing what I do. That was never a conflict. Ever.
When I was born, my mom was a recovering Catholic, and
she always said that if God is a jealous God, who does
he have to be jealous of? That never sat well with her
and she said that jealousy is a by-product of earthbound
linear thinking, and thats not of God, thats
man.
Yeah, I was brought up Catholic
and went to church every Sunday. I remember one time
being in churchand it was all white at the timeand
for the first time ever, a black couple came in. When
other people came in, they genuflected, and when they
looked in the pew and saw that there were black people,
they moved up to a different pew. And when I saw that,
I knew that something was terribly wrong. Eventually,
I became an atheist, but since then Ive become
more balanced and spiritual. But that was frightening.
Well, it is frightening, and thats the journey
most of us have to go through. I mean we learn and we
grow, and I think youre in a much more empowered
place now.
I thank God that that happened,
because it changed my life for the better.
Dont you think that most atheists are people who
are overzealous God-believers but are basically just
mad at God? Because I think that even if you say, Oh,
Im atheist, its still acknowledging
that there is a God.
I never thought of that. I know
I just have a minute to go, so do you have anything
to add?
I just feel really blessed, I mean in a career in show
business. Ive been at it for 18 years now. And
Ive only been famous for seven. And its
really interesting that Ive been able to transcend
different mediums. Im very grateful for it; I
dont take it for granted. I just want to get closer
to the bone in everything I do. Acting has been fun,
especially the roles out of drag, because I cant
really fall back on just the way I look. In drag, the
character comes from the outside in, and out of drag,
its totally inside out. Theres a lot more
work and I have to be a lot more raw. Im going
to be 40 in November, and my focus now is peeling away
the layers to get closer. I feel safer to reveal my
emotions and my feelingsI know that God has not
lost my file, that Im always being taken care
of and its safe to do it. In fact its more
fun to do it. The shielding myself and protecting my
sweet little heart all these yearsI dont
need to do that anymore...to a degree; but I feel safe
enough to peel it away and reveal myself.
What a nice thing to say before
your 40th birthday.
Its almost like a timetable that we come to this
planet, and this is about the time when you realize
the self-will and the guarded stuff doesnt really
serve you anymore. Like an old pair of shoes.
But of everything youve
done, just keep in mind that you met Bea Arthur! OK?!
I saw her on your show [on MTV], and that was one of
the best shows. You met Bea Arthur!
[Laughs] Oh my God, you know how significant that is
to me. In fact I had the pleasure of sitting next to
her on a plane from L.A. to New York. I was reading
James St. James book, Disco Bloodbath,and she said, whats that? And I said, well, blah,
blah, blah, blah, get murdered, blah, blah, blah. Well,
she read half the book during the flight and was just
like aghast. She loved it. I adore her. I dont
think there is a more genius actress alive today.

At press time, But Im a Cheerleaderwas
scheduled to start at both the Angelika Film Center
and Landmarks River Oaks Theatre at the end of
July; The Eyes of Tammy Fayeis scheduled to start
at Landmarks River Oaks Theatre on Aug 11; and The
Truth About Janeis scheduled to air on Lifetime
Television at 8 p.m. on Monday, Aug. 7, with repeat
showings during the month.
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